Beiis

The days are longer now
I hope you never doubt in me
My heart beats harder now
I hope you never doubt in me
I care for you now, and I always will
And I know you believe me

If you can dream it, you can make it happen
I can't believe how things can change so fast
You make me the happiest girl in the world
Cause' you gave me something right out of nothing
And you still give it to me every single day.

And I know who I am. Who you are.
Like the motivation for my heart to keep beating
And you are the sparkles in my eyes

We'll make it allright.


Love, Beatrice

I hope this is true
I hope this is right

I suppose this is true
I suppose this is right

I know this is true
I know this is right

Is it love? Is it worth all the effort I'll put in?
If it's love, it's worth dying for.

My heart is crying
Tears are falling
I am falling apart
You break me down

You don't even care for me.

Why?


-If you dare thinking this is about you I will like not hug you when we meet, oh and that makes me sad..-

Jesper säger (23:05):

du hatar dig själv : i

-YES I DO! - The best thing is that I get what I want x)

Love, Beatrice

Nobody knows how I feel
I can't tell anyone what you mean to me

It's like opening your window,when you believe it's raining
and you notice that the sun is shining upon your face and you know it is right!
It's like waking up beside him, the love of your life
to watch him sleep, to see it's right!
It's like singing a song, without knowing it's wrong.
to scream out load that it's right and it's wrong, to sing this song.

Now my heart is all open and you know what I feel,
It's wrong and it's right,
I may have failed, but I'm the winner in life.
You need to understand!

Nobody knows how I feel
I can't tell anyone what you mean to me

Unbreakable - our band is it
Unprotected - my heart is it
I give it to you and now
I'm unable to protect myself from heartbreaking
But still I know there's no me without you...

I'm not addicted, i'm not like that
When I'm with you I feel like
The sun is shining and there no dark clouds, even if it's raining outside,
When faith is there and makes us strong, we keep on believing.
There may be no tomorrow, but we believe it is.
To wake up in your arms, I do it everytime I fall asleep.

I keep on dreaming,
I keep on believeing

Nobody knows how I feel
I can't tell anyone what you mean to me

And now you know how I feel.
I've just told everyone how much you mean to me.

..But in the end I know I'm gonna be the winner in life.


Today I made two big decisions and I glad I did that.

1. I will somehow get my 6000 kr so I could get a model portfolio so I could become a model. Yes some say I'm not pretty enough but which models are? It's about how you move in front of the camera... Now I know what I want for birthday present from my family, money! ^^

2. I guess it's a secret but I start to believe in luck again, in faith. And I promise I'll try, I'll try as hard as I can.

"I don't want to be your dream, I wanna be your reality."

Hellu, this will be a short because Anna is here.. she's out in our livingroom talking to my mom at the moment!

I just want to tell you about a crazy commercial on "Rix Fm", it starts like The final countdown (which I love) and then a man yells "Jag blir så glad när det blir mål, mera mål, mera mål!" (I become so happy when they score) and its an ishockey-commercal! I kinda like the idea, but hmm everytime I get so disapointed that it's not my favourite song..
Hope I made my thoughts clear to you.. <3

Like the poet you make me I wrote these two now;

"What's happening?
Can someone tell me?
Please let me know.
I need to."

"You are simply the best and I know it.
And you know it. It's hard but I think I need you.
I feel so empty without you, can I make it?
Can I take it?"


Love, Beatrice

"Vackert är allt som ses me kärlekens ögon" - C. Morgenstern

Translation:
Everything you see with the eyes of love are beautiful.

"Låt det finnas vänlighet i ditt ansikte, i dina ögon och i din varma hälsning.
Le alltid vänligt mot barn, mot den fattige, mot alla som lider och är ensamma.
Ge dem inte bara din omtanke utan också ditt hjärta."  -  Mother Teresa

Translation:
Let it be kindness in your face, in your eyes and in your fond greeting.
Always smile against children, against the poor one, against everybosy who suffer and those who are lonley.
Don't just give them your regard but also your heart.

"Handlingar talar högre än ord, och ett leende säger:
"Jag tycker om dig. Du gör mig lycklig. Jag är glad att möta dig." - Dale Carngie

Translation:
"Effort says more than words, and a smile says;
I like you. You make me happy. I'm glad to meet you."


And I have my own;

"Du måste tro på alla tills de sviker dig.
Sedan kan du dömma." - Beatrice Johansson

"You have to believe in everyone until they let you down.
Then you can judge."
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Well, I couldn't come up with anything on my own so I thought it would be good sharing some good words, good people have said. I really hope that time will run fast until you get here and then I want it to go in slow motion. Like I want it to be first of mars now and for the rest of my life. I think having you here will make me happy, and when I come to you I will even be happier cause then I've seen you for the first time twice. <3

And she lived happily ever after.

XoXo
Beiis

You need to know who you are
Or else no one will get to know you.
Cause' you need to know who you are
before you let anyone inside your shell

I know who I am.
And I know what I want.

Goodnight, sleep tight!

XoXo
Beiis

The one I dream about

If one of my dreams could come true

I would pick the one about you

The one when you hold my hand

And grab my heart.

And we're alone.

Even if we're miles apart

You're still in my heart

I can't believe it's you

Standing there so pure and true

I dream of you

I dream of you

Your palm is open

Don't lose your faith

I'll be there someday

And everyday in our dreams

Even if we're miles apart

You're still in my heart

I can't believe it's you

Standing there so pure and true

I dream of you

I dream of you

You toss my world around

I kind of like the sound

Of my heartbeats

They beat in the same rhythm, as yours

It doesn't matter where you are

Right beside me or far away

You're still in my dreams

Still in my heart

Even if we're miles apart

You're still in my heart

I can't believe it's you

Standing there so pure and true

I dream of you

I dream of you

- Look now I've written a whole new song too.. And yes, you're my inspiration. And yes I believe in it. You make me the poet I love to be !

I just feel like telling you all on english what happend today.

I was at Thai Silk with the girls in my class, really funny and Amanda got a little freaked out when Emma told her it was "Sjötunga" that she just swallowed. Really funny reaction!
After a lots of coke and laughter we finally got away from there and I realized that my two mascaras costs 270 kr per piece! OH I LOVE MY GRANDMOTHER ^^

When we was hitting back for the last lesson some ~12 year-olds passed us and like said "Hey!" in a very flirty way to Lina I think, but when they passed us all my friends said it was me he said hey to.. And yeah, we laughed! And I still couldn't think that it was me he said hey to. x) And Anja, a danish girl said it was good I make 12 year-olds turn on, haha! I think she's a nice dot in the crowd. I talk a lot to Mathias too, he's just so funny and cute, awh! He's just undescribable.. Can't wait to see him! And the rest af his class too ^^, the most of them is just so sweet, I think I'm gonna move there ^^

I think I'll end this post with a poem I wrote yesterday.

"Failure, what's failure?

Fail, how do you fail?

Do you fail if you're not good enough?

Or do you fail if you're having a bad day?

Tell me, how do you fail?

Victory, what's victory?
Win, how do you win?
Do you win if you're good enough?
Or do you win if you're having a good day?
Tell me, do you win when you fall?
Do you win when you fall in love?"

XoXo
Beiis  

Upprörande saker

Jag är nog sämst på att blogga, haha!

Men jag saknar skolan otroligt mycket, har nu legat hemma sen i tisdags kväll.
Och nu måste jag ta upp en sak till, som redan varit uppe på tapeten här men det ÄR synd om gräddfilen och tillverkarna tänker kanske inte ändra på det.. =( *SAD*

Hmm, och min mobiltelefon suger ***, och då är jag snäll.. nu har den fått flipp igen. Tredje gången gillt och jag ska bli utan telefon IGEN!

Så någon som har tips på en telefon som kan tappas i golvet?

Hur vet jag om jag har influensa?

Om du får mycket plötsliga symptom som:

• Huvudvärk.
• Svår torrhosta.
• Feber omkring 38-40 grader.
• Ömmande muskler och leder samt bröstsmärtor.
• Dålig aptit.
• Trötthet och svaghet.
• Rinnande näsa och ont i halsen.
• Frossa och frysningar.
• Orolig mage, antingen kräkningar eller diarré.

Vad kan man göra själv?

• Drick så mycket som möjligt, eftersom du förlorar vätska vid feber.
• Håll dig lugn och ligg gärna till sängs.
• Sov mycket.
• Undvik rökning och alkohol. Rökning och alkohol förlänger sjukdomsförloppet.
• Tag febernedsättande och smärtstillande medicin om det behövs.
• Stanna inomhus tills sjukdomen gått över.
• Uppsök läkare om symptomen inte försvinner på en vecka.

Jag har de kursiva symptomen vid influensa.. usch och fy jag är sjuk!